all blocked up like a fat kid after eating a brick of cracker barrell 

yeah so i dont have much to say latley. I stole kyla's template cause i like it. Fish is alive. Haven't seen mike much but he got a new blogger, not much in it yet though, i get bored of re-reading blogs. haha. hm....

i have no money. For the first time in my life that i have really had no money it has made me realize that most people i know don't know what i mean when i say i have no money. For instance, the shawn guy at work is always wanting to go out drinking. "goin out tonight?" he asks. "nope, got no money.." i say. "well how much is a beer?" he questions, "i dunno i dont drink beer and if i did i dont have the 3 bucks for one." *confused look*

(flash forward to next day)
"didja go out last night?"
.....................................i begin to see the stupidness in this conversation.....
"nope.............didn't have any money"

(four hours later)
"going out tonight?"
....................................................... "maybe..................."

I give up.

Then tonight i was in the irving getting bread cause i just got back from mom and dad's and stole a twoonie.....i mean toonie caue i hate it when people spell it like that....anyways i took it and was using it to buy bread at the irving. I ran into matty and jeremy there, now don't get me wrong jeremy seems to understand what no money means...but matty just kept on a trucking.

"what are you up to tonight?"
buying bread
"not going out?"
i have absolutly no money, that's why i'm buying bread......
"oh.....kyla and snag break up?"
no where the fuck did that come from
"i dunno saturday was a big fight"
yeah thats normal
"so ya going out?"
no money i said just goin home with my bread
"oh so your not doing anything."
nope i am not. Talk to ya later guys.


The only thing worse than no money is telling people you have no money, and even after you tell them and feel shitty about not being able to do anything they don't believe you and you have to keep telling them over and over. But for some odd reason they think that this is a short term thing and in two days you will have money again. But i am -3500 or so, so thay just AINT gonna happen. So the vicious circle will continue. Pay day's will come and go, dad will take the cheques that come from them and people will ask me if i am going out and i will tell them i have no money. I love how exciting this all is.

On a happier note this computer is fucked and i will be getting disks to make a startup disk tomorrow and format the fucker. Excuse my german.

Krista Experienced Paradise at 1:13 AM
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